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| on Wednesday, October 16... |
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Sometimes...
I sit back & wonder about my life. People tell me... that it's so dumb to give up hope. Because I'm only 16. I have the rest of my life to begin. That I'll find someone in the future. In college. After college. At work, at a store, at a restaurant. Anywhere and everywhere. I know this. Any one of these things could happen. I could also get shot down dead tomorrow. ((that was in bad taste, when I look back at the recent events... >.>; sorry.)) The point is, why should I believe things will change two years from now, if they haven't changed for sixteen long, painful years? Iunno, it just Really Pisses Me Off when the coupley peoples ((ykno, the ones with significant others)) tell me- so condescendingly & pitying- that: "It's all right, you'll find someone! Just keep on trying! Don't give up hope!" bull. why should i believe that? Just because it happened to them I should believe it'll happen to ME? Come on. That's a bit far-fetched. And that does bring up the whole "Whats the point of relationships anywayz?" spiel. But I'm pretty sure I don't wanna start that tonight. ... well ash, I'm TRYING to be angsty. >.>; is it working? ^^;;; ~laterz taterz~ Eri-chan. ...from me, at 8:58:00 PM ~
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